I hate you so much. You have no idea. But I love you as much as I hate you. I hate you for dying. That’s all. But it’s a lot. I’m not gonna lie, when I first saw you on episode 80 or maybe 81 of Naruto (Yeah I remember even that). I remember thinking Oh. This man is gorgeous, then I grew to ‘hate’ you. Truth is I only hated you because you were the token, antagonist of the show. I never really hated you. I actually loved you. Bro, You had like zero air time. Honestly I think you needed your own show. I love the fact that you always look angry. I don’t think you are, you’re just pensive. And that’s okay. I am too. I often wonder what you thought about when you were alive. It’s a really sensitive subject when people talk about you, because I truly did love you. I still do. You’re my favorite character. Your love for Sasuke and the leaf village is one of the only reasons I will tolerate your brother. He wants to kill everyone who made you ruin his life. So, I can see where he’s coming from. I also love that you actually did love your brother. You would actually live with his hate for you just to keep him safe from the elders of the village and I think that is so beautiful about you. You. Itachi. There really isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. Mostly because I have posters of you all over my wall. It’s funny/crazy how much I actually watch your death just to make myself cry. You had the best death I’d ever seen in my life.

Another thing is that your voice is so sexy. You look like you’d be an exceptional lover. You may need a little help at first but I think you’d make women have steady orgasms. Yeah. There’s no one like you and there never will be. There’s only one Itachi Uchiha, and that’s you.

Words cannot express how much I hate that you died. I also hate the fact that you were sick and didn’t tell anyone. I hate the fact that you were taking medication and then just let yourself die. I hate you for that. Why? Why the hell would you let Sasuke kill you? You and I (and probably the whole world), know damn well that Sasuke was never strong enough to kill you. But you died just so he could get his revenge. I’ve been wondering lately what you’d say to Sasuke if you saw him again since Kabuto brought you back. And what Sasuke would do. I don’t think he’d attack you. You guys would probably hug. I hope you do.

I also hate that your parents.. Well, No I shouldn’t say that. It’s mostly your father. He raised you so strict. You were to follow rules and regulations. Then you’d eventually have to take over the entire clan. But as much as I hate it, you’d be a completely different person if he raised you any differently. And I wouldn’t love you. But he didn’t, and you’re still Itachi, and I do.

Also, Shisui Uchiha, I really wish Kishi would have shown your relationship with him. I know he was like an older brother to you and you looked up to him. I love that about you, too.

Chapter 549. Wow, When I saw you face when Naruto told you that Sasuke was attacking the leaf village I just cried. I wanted to hug you so tight. You poor man. Words cannot describe how much I love you.

I feel so cheesy for writing this but I feel like I need to let all of this out.

I’m going to add more to this because my feelings for you have only increased. Every time I learn something new about you I fall even more in love with you. I always smile when I think about you, its crazy. Someone asked me the other day to name five reasons why I loved you and there were so many. I don’t know how I picked my top five. Your love for your brother is so admirable. I love that fact that you can love. You know what it is and that’s why drives you.

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to express how much I love you. There’s so much to say and not enough time in the world. I’ve written so many poems about you. As school girl-ish as that sounds, its true. But, I’d never post them. Its too embarrassing.